Anything That Is In My Mind

Friday, 18 September 2009

Thursday, 17 September 2009

Wednesday, 09 September 2009

  • so now........ one assignment to be passed up later.. and if not because of yinmun, i wouldnt noe that the assignment exist in my edveNTUre. haha! what ashame right? thank you, dearest coursemate! so.... i am now copying the answer without using my brain... OMG!! YINGYAN!!!

    i am not happy at all!

    not emo though..

    i don't know.. i think i am living in a mess.. i have to really really catch up! i am not lazy. i just coulnt find the "ump" to do my work.. arrrghhhh... i hope everything will be fine and smooth next week...

    sis is coming over for a 3-night stay starting thursday.. *happy happy* finally i can bring her around! and just to update, i am now the vice chairperson of the Union Welcome Week. which means i quit Students' Fund! FINALLY!!!!! haih... i feel kind of guilty.. especially when the chair told me that he is very disappointed. but he can always find a better financial controller right?? financial controller in union is an easy job frankly =P but i choose to take challege. wa syiok! and im not really happy to work with the people in SF though..

    what to do. what have done is done! kah yau!

    ps: im not as emo as you can see from my blog but i seldom come to my blog when i am happy! hahahaha!! happy moments are usually in fb =)

    yan
    *wake me up when december comes*

Wednesday, 02 September 2009

  • an ignorable post with bad sequences and language XD

    i miss the sunday morning.. that i have dad fetching me with his red scooter... and also the conversation we had till i reach the Belissa Row..

    i miss the corridoor.. the back gate where i used to wait for either Farook or Abang Wan to come and unlock the door.. 

    i miss the gourmet corner... where i used to steel some panini bread for breakfast.. where i used to curi sms my little bf i had back then.. *shy*........ T.T

    i miss the life as a barista back in my hometown.. it was like.... 2 years ago?? or 3 years ago?? im always being scheduled to the morning shift for the reason that i am famous as a fast learner back then *proud*! 

    the feeling of serving customers with the breakfast i made is totally amazing!! i smiled to everyone.. "hello, good morning!" is what u can hear from me the most!!

    i miss making myself busy at the gourmet corner..  where a little girl will come in to ask for more cherry tomatoes every sunday morning.. where the first customer of the day will drop by to tell me how nice her breakfast was.. where the fussy mother will stare and me to make sure i give her more than what she paid.. =P

    i miss the bar.. where i used to "friendster" below the cashier counter.. where i used to clean up the cake corner that make my cakes look tastier.. where i prepare the espresso shot to make sure it is 22 most of the time *wink*.. where i used to make my self-invented belgium chocholate latte.. where i used to steel the left-over ice blended that we are not suppose to drink.. where Uncel Chen praise my "ngam ngam sui sui" americano.. where i used to recommend the customers with my favourite food and drinks.. where i used to boost the sales of the TCB cards....

    "Yan!" is what i heard the most in the outlet. especially during peak hours.. i miss the time.. i miss being needed... i miss saying goodbyes to the customers... i miss being praised... i miss the prettier me during the holiday.. 

    i shall be sleeping.. i'm not going to edit this blog anymore.. i am getting emo-er... think i will keep reflashing on how good my life was til i really really find the best way to live my life! i am not ranting. i am contented with what i have. just let me be. just let me miss the good old times that will never come back again.........................

    yan
    *and i have to close my eyes and hide*

Monday, 31 August 2009

  • to my dearest girl,

    i am missing u.. how i wish i can give u a real hug instead of the e-hug. seeing ur words in msn just made me tear.. nothing much i want to say here. take good care of yourself. and u have my support! as always....

    yan
    *it's hard to say goodbye*

Tuesday, 25 August 2009

  • this is the first time my balance drops to the unexpected level which will cost me $2 per month =( i dont want!! T.T

    it felt so heartache when i realized how my financial status is. i never say that i do not care bout my own money. i just think that i can still survive. 

    but. i don't know. too many people are being calculative around me. i think... i need to manage my wangs well.

    yan
    *please don't*

Monday, 24 August 2009

  • i wonder....

    sometimes i wonder why do god creates human beings. 
    sometimes i rather i dun exist in this space.

    why do some people exists to make the world dirtier? 
    why do some people exists to consume my oxygen? 
    why do some people exists to make others don't feel like existing?

    i know what to do;
    i mind my own business;
    i have my own thoughts;
    just go your own path,
    and shut up!

    yan
    *bursting*

Saturday, 22 August 2009

  • a very good day to everyone!

    wanted to blog so much but things keep coming in and in and in and.... no out! =( so, til i figure out how to insert photos in my post, i will blog again.

    so much to share, so much to cheer =)

    yan
    *interesting saturday*

Wednesday, 05 August 2009

  • and again...
    and again......

    i hope i am not being sensitive
    i hope i am cold blooded sometimes
    just give me the best birthday ever can??
    can???

    yan
    *happy lunar birthday to myself*

Sunday, 02 August 2009

  • surprise!!

    my days are full of surprises!!
    it's been a while since i last experience this kind of excitement!
    have a wonderful august, yan!

    and to all of u..
    i am thankful..
    i am blessed..
    i am loved......

    gonna miss u guys/girls very very much!!
    will try 2 upload the photos here soon if xanga allows =)

    yan
    *wise decision made!*

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    • Birthday: 8/9/1987
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  • i'm not an ordinary girl. i'm special! =) haha.. com'on! everyone is special, isn't it? anyways, i'm an undergrad of ntu, singapore. PENANG, malaysia is my hometown! i find myself express better in chinese (well, i mean sometimes) =( , but i'll try to write better in both chinese n english! credit to whoever that share this theme in xanga, and a big THANK YOU to both lisadoremi and the xanga help team for the help when i was setting up this site. =) thx! enjoy reading =) every moment is worth remembering

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